Rainbow Pearls

Sleepy days..

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 12:21:59 +0200

Oh.. Me so bored.. Nothing to do here.. No work this week.. Im so bored.. Everyday same old routines.. Movies, hanging out with friends, books... Hmm.. Maybe I should learn cooking..

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Yours truly..

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 15:45:42 +0200

Hello...

I have been thinking about R and J a lot.. And here are my thoughts..

First, if R left me for some old crush, how would I feel? Does he deserve that kind of hurt from me? Definitely no, and I wouldn't put him through that.

Second, am I even sure in my heart that I love J? No, I ain't. I am probably just having a hormonal imbalance, if I may call it that. I shouldn't cause so much hurt to others just for the sake of a sudden skipping of a heartbeat or rushing of blood when I spot J...

So here is the deal... I am not going to leave Ror even contemplate it any further.. In stead, to cure me out of my "hormonal imbalance", I have decided upon the following steps.

a) To stay away from J, atleast till I trust myself again with him. No chat, no phone, no mail, no driving near his home, no nothing.

b) To stay closer to R, even though he is a long way away.. By chat, mail, phone and maybe even a trip to his new workplace as soon as I get enough time and money..

c) To read lesser fairy tale romantic stories, and maybe read some books or articles on staying close to your lover - and not straying.

d) Save this blog and go call R rightaway!!

Hugs,
Dyuti.

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Some jokes I got forwarded to me by mail...

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 16:45:02 +0200

WOMEN'S REVENGE

"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, " but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally."

WIFE VS. HUSBAND

A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?"
"Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws."

CREATION

A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time. "The wife responded, "Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!

WHO DOES WHAT

A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning. The wife said, "You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee."
The husband said, "You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that's your job, and I'll just wait for my coffee."
Wife replies, "No, you should do it. Besides, the Bible says that the man should do the coffee." Husband replies, "I can't believe that. Show me."
So she fetched the Bible, opened to the New Testament, and showed him the top of several pages where it indeed says.......... "HEBREWS"

The Silent Treatment

A man and his wife were having problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day he'd need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM" and left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The note said, "Wake up! it's 5:00 AM ..."
Men are just not equipped for these kinds of contests.

God created man before woman. But there's always a rough draft before the masterpiece.

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Love??

Thu, 29 Jun 2006 15:28:07 +0200

Hello all..

I just want a place to totally bare my heart.. Because right now too much is going on that I cannot handle them all.

First, about my love life. Okay, I have this steady boyfriend of 3 years, named Rohit. We have our share of fights but in the end we are in a pretty good relation. He is leaving for another state in a few hours for a better job, and still he has promised to keep our relation alive and well. And I trust him. This is a relation that could be on its way to the altar..

But there is also this other guy, my first die-hard crush from high school, named Sanjay, let us call him J for short. J knew about my crush back then (6 years back, to be exact) but he didn't like me and rejected me. Okay, so I was fat and tomboyish and all that back then..

Yet 6 years later, even now, I still cant bear the way my heart beats faster and my knees go weak when I spot him or even hear his name mentioned..

Yesterday I met J in a get together of my school friends.. We talked.. And played.. And actually were more friendly than we have been in any of the former get togethers..(We have one every 6 months) And he told me I look great etc etc... (So I have lost more than a few pounds and gained more than a little femimine charm and grace since my school days.. And, though I don't mean to sound boastful, since I have promised myself to be honest here, I must say this - people usually find me attractive these days.)

To make matters worse - or better - I have started taking driving lessons right in front of his home. He saw me today and waved. Also added me in yahoo messenger..

I don't know if he likes me at all, and I think he knows about Rohit and me, but all the same I cant stop thinking about him.... I even dreamt of him last night...

And now I am having a kind of crush attack .. similar to the ones I have always had in school and during all those other get togethers. I hope this one won't last.. I do love Rohit.. He is a great guy.. I wish I knew how to control this absolute loss of control of my heart whenever I think, see or hear of him - always for the past 6 years. Is there a cure for me?????

Can you please, please help me?????

Hugs,
Dyuti.

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